Finally,  

I feel like I am (healthily) moving past what happened to me 4 years ago. I am able to fully enjoy my relationship with my girlfriend without freaking out or having flash backs. Yeah, there are some things that still trigger me but I feel like I am finally figuring things out and am able to calmly think about it and not get super freaked out about it. 

I just…I don’t know. It makes me so happy to finally not always think about ~him~ if I’m walking alone at night or if I happened to be on that street or if something triggering is said around me. I can actually do things I enjoy with my girlfriend and not have horrible flashbacks that make me shake or cry. 

It’s a really great feeling. :)